but difficult if you are starting from Zero. The point where you begin
is Newtons laws, if they are in error then so am I

Newtons laws are not in error. But your application of them is in error.
You are applying laws that apply to objects with mass to electromagnetic
radiation, which has no mass.

engineering degree from any accredited college and thus is a pretender
looking for a date with any poster.

I have an Engineering Physics degree from a university program that is an
ABET certified engineering program.