If you really must disrupt these NGs with page after page of unnecessary
and gratuitous abuse, abuse which is largely confabulated and
entirely false, then please at least have the decency to acknowledge
that the fault lies in your own personality for your own atrocious behaviour
and your own need for attention and do not try to justify the unjustifiable
by confabulating that the victim of your spleen is seeking that abuse.

Amateur radio has twin traditions of gentlemanly conduct and technical
motivation and you would do well to recognise that.