On 5 Mar, 06:43, Michael Coslo wrote:
art wrote:

fishingpole store and the present antenna story but frankly I know I
can never represent myself as an engineer anymore but my interest now
is purely to stay alive without any more set backs

Good Grief Art! Your story made gave me the Heebie-Jeebies - I get
sympathy pains.

Here's to your health improving and soon.

- 73 de Mike KB3EIA -
Mike, it wasn't for sympathy, I am a very comfortable happy man
enjoying a very happy and rewarding life.

I explained how I was able
to generate the Gaussian antenna arrays where people much cleverer
than I are unable to see what I see. Even when the item is placed in
front of them their minds will not allow them to accept it this
because the regime of learning is based on remembering the sequencies
of following a formal path. This teaching does not allow forays off
the beaten path
and queastioning in general because the professor who is the informant
is also the judge at the end of the semester and a student is not
there to challenge his thinking
Every body here is convinced that antenna programs have proved their
worth but suddenly they don't want to believe that they are cleverer
than the user. If you think about it most people who are successful
become that way because they have experienced all the wrong ways while
foraging.
Many people with a damaged brain excell in certain areas and where it
is not understood. My brain was a network of communication threads
like a webb when parts decayed preventing communication. In time they
reform if you are lucky and possibly some develop at a faster pace
than others.
This is what may have happened to me, who knows what happens
in a brain? George Green went to school for one year and then went to
work in a flour mill. Yet somehow he expanded
mathematics with his understanding of the term equilibrium
Go figure. The brain is a wondourous thing but there is a portion
there that retards all progression even with the brightest of minds in
all humans which humans themselves cultivate in competition with other
humans.
Regards
Art