There is nothing to fear John, unless you fear integrity and quality and
are against improving yourself.

If you are an example of improvement then I'll stick with the 10-4
good buddy's any day. You spend a suspicious amount of time being
negatively focused on one sector of a hobby. The truth is that in
reality you wish you could be an accepted member of that same sector.
You are a reject of life and lash out at those who you would like to
emulate. Enjoy what littler life you have,but for the most part you
are wasting it.